Sunday, August 17, 2014

Waking up on the wrong side: A follow up to the Cookstoves

Well I had quite the day yesterday. I woke up out of coffee and thus too lazy for a run I knew I was off to a bad start. My whole town seems to be on vacation including the mayor and one of the cheese makers and thus this whole past week I have been called upon to help out with the cheese making production. However this day it seemed at my host moms request I was not going to make cheese but rather be her replacement for another project in town that was getting ready to sell their juice, jelly, and liquor out of a native fruit tree at an artisan market that was going on that weekend. My host mom had to go to the farm so I agreed to cut labels and stick them on jars for the morning.  Upon arrival it quickly became apparent that it was a BYOS (Bring your own scissors) type of event, and I was not informed. So after watching some cutting go down I felt completely hopeless and ran back home to grab my scissors. On my way out the door I ran into one of the other cookstove representatives. Last week we had all received our lists of 27 names of households. It was expected that we visit these houses to make sure that they would be ready for when the materials arrived and the construction of cookstoves could begin. Each family had to buy their own bricks, provide three buckets of ash, and prepare mud to make the stoves. The local nurse promised me that we would go on house visits together as this would be more fun. This was particularly important to me, as the list only had names and I had no clue where people lived. I was simply waiting for the nurse to call upon me and we would head off together to visit these houses.
            As I was leaving to get my scissors the other representative informs me that I needed to be ready today to unload the car with all the cookstove materials as they were coming that day. Panicked I asked her if she had done her house visits, to which me gave me a look of ‘well duh’. Stress rushed through me as I informed her that I hadn’t done any because I was waiting for the nurse to do them with me. She made it clear that I really should get them done that day, and with that I rushed off to talk to the nurse and get my scissors. I stormed into the health post exclaiming that we needed to go on house visits ASAP as the materials were coming that day and we needed to get started with building the cookstoves. The nurse rolled around in her chair and questioned if I’d done any of mine. I exclaimed well no, I was waiting for her. She laughed and said she’d done all hers, except for four. Confused and shocked my mouth dropped open as I realized she had left me to fight for myself. I whined about her not calling me to do them, and she rolled her eyes at the silly gringa. So off I went to collet my scissors and my list of names determined to get this done right that moment.
            Once back to labeling I showed my list to the other representative and complained that I had no clue where any of these people lived, and thus how was I going to complete the house visits on my own. I felt I was way in over my head and that it was a terrible idea to elect me as a representative. She looked over my list and standing there explained where every house was, which would have been incredible helpful, however directions giving here lacks details. Most of the descriptions were ‘they live up above, or they live right next to here, or they live down below, or better yet they live even farther down below’ As the house direction flew at me I felt even more overwhelmed and wanting to just go hide behind a closed door. To combat my stress I was ready to get some of the house visits done with, but I was quickly informed that there was no way I could go to houses now for everyone was at the farm, and I had to wait until tonight. So I put off my task and went to cutting up labels. Being a latecomer to the table there was only one pair of scissors left, I picked them up and it quickly became apparent that they were extremely dull. The paper folded underneath them, and the edges they cut were not tidy. But I was determined to contribute something, so I pushed through. It wasn’t until we were sticking the labels onto the jars that someone asked who cut out the ugly ones, and the woman that was standing next to me exclaimed that I had ruined all the ones that I cut because I was using bad scissors. Well this caused another slump in my shoulders, as my day just seemed to be piling up.
            Not wanting to ruin anything else I took on the job of unsticking the stickers, allowing the others to actually put them on the jars. This task forced me into a standing position and not long into this one of the little girls came up to me and asked what I had done to my skirt. I turned it around to see that I had been sitting in something black and the whole back of my skirt was dirty. I let out a moan and put the stain to the front deciding this would look better. Everything was tumbling down on me and there was no stopping it. After labeling all of the jars I waited outside to see if the cookstove materials would arrived, and had a few more people run through the list to give me more vague directions.
            Deciding that the materials would not come until later we broke off and went to lunch. Throughout lunch and self pitied myself as I recounted my morning to my host family who laughed at me, realizing that each little thing that went wrong for me was quite insignificant on the grand scheme of things. However we did come up with one genius idea in that I would get a kid to accompany me to the houses as they would know where they are. And so it was, after lunch I found my way to some of the houses that I already knew the locations, and practiced my speech of explaining what they needed to prepare for the cookstoves. I was overwhelmed by the amount of houses but I had a plan in place and that made me feel a bit better. Many of the houses had decided to go with the government program as they provided everything for free, and it appeared would be done more rapidly. However after seeing the government cookstove it also became clear that their model is not as long lasting at the NGOs. The house visits were enjoyable as people invited me in for tea and were very excited to be receiving a new cookstove. I enjoyed taking my time and hearing how people cooked, and seeing their kitchens.
            Later in the afternoon I headed back up to my house to put on my official vest that represented the organization, and get more serious about my house visits. On my way up I ran into the truck that was bringing up the materials for the cookstoves. I complained the to governor that I had no clue where the houses were, and he laughed at my hopelessness, but I was feeling a little more positive. The nurse came out to help unload the car and we had a good crew going back and forth taking materials for over 200 cookstoves out of the car. Feeling more confident I started showing off my strength to my fellow worker friends and decided to lift a heavy metal tube up above my head. Well my strength was proven but my cockiness was slapped in the face as dirt and metal dusting fell down on my face and all over my clothes.   Screaming and laughing I wiped myself off with my hands, and then wiped my hands off on my skirt, thus further staining my skirt. The roughness of my day was clearly being reflected in the dirtiness of the skirt. 

After we unloaded everything and enjoyed some soda to celebrate our accomplishments it was time to knock off some of my houses as most had returned from the farms by that time. I had recruited every kid that I had seen on the street that afternoon, and by the end I had three kids to argue and debate the order in which we went from house to house. They were a bit more a headache than a help but we were able to knock off half the houses in one night. I went to bed that night feeling glad I made it through the day, and proud to be a representative for the new cookstoves. This week we start construction and I hope to inspire my homes to paint their cookstoves with the best of the best designs!

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